Nothing was scarier
then the fear of “The Lake of Fire”.
Most kids in the
“world”, as we called it, were scared of monsters under the bed,
or shadows under the room. Make no mistake, I was afraid of these
too, plus demons and demonic activity and scary things happening in
the house that seemed paranormal. The Lake of Fire, though, for many
of us kids in the church, met or exceeded these fears – because we
knew these were “real”.
For years, this was
the threat that was repeated over and over and over if you didn't
give enough money when they needed it – you were a slacker, and you
were in danger of the Lake of Fire if you didn't give more. Once, the
Lake of Fire was threatened because buildings were needed for his
campus of Ambassador College. Through hell or high water –
literally – that college was going to be built – and we were the
ones that were going to pay for it – again, literally.
The Lake of Fire –
Gahenna Fire – as we called it – was the eternal fire mentioned
in scripture that was prepared for the devil and “his angels”. It
was a lake of burning sulfur, we were told – the final
extermination of our sad and putrid lives – eternally – mainly
threatened again, because we didn't listen to the minister – or
because we didn't give enough money. It was used as a power tool that
caused us to live in fear and petridation of not only the Lake of
Fire itself – but of leaving the church, or any even remote measure
of disobedience. It wasn't our body that was threatened to be burned
alive – it was our soul, and it was our spirit that would be
annihilated. I can't tell you enough – we were scared of it – and
we were constantly, always, threatened with it as a manipulative
tool. This was part of our church culture – fear of a burning,
eternal lake of fire that would make us, as stated earlier, as if we
never were. This is one reason why we were under the complete
subjection of the ministry – we believed what they said. None of us
wanted to even think about going through it – the abuse of the
ministry was easier to handle to be in the Kingdom, instead of
leaving the church just to go to our version of hell.
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