When you heard about the one called Christ - it wasn't His Person. It was His "Message". A Warning message. A message of soon-coming destruction and armageddon against all who rebel against the Government of God. Meaning - our cult. And ONLY our cult.
It was never an
introduction about Jesus. Ever. It was about superficial talk you
would give to your co-worker. If a divine diety was mentioned, it
rarely was Jesus. Who HE was. It was “Christ” - his title – but not Jesus –
your close friend. We didn't believe in that concept. Jesus was King
of Kings – but not a friend or a brother in it's relationship
sense. We made fun of those who used any sort of emotion to talk
about Jesus. Jesus was a man's man, in our world – a strong man, a
worker, a tough ruler who would come to Earth with a “rod of iron”
- a stern taskmaster type individual you didn't know as an
individual, but a slavedriver who ruled as a king. Our concept of
Jesus was quite different then the other church's concept of Jesus.
We would constantly make fun of other religions' concept of Jesus. We
would ridicule their concept of Jesus having long hair in pictures.
After all, no one knew what Jesus looked like. Jesus had to have
short hair, we were taught. We ridiculed the concept of other
churches causing Jesus to look effeminite and weary. We believed that
all other churches taught a “false” Jesus – in fact, a book was
written by the church stating that we knew the “real” Jesus when
everyone else knew a false and fake Jesus.
It was this “real”
Jesus (actually, a FAKE Jesus) that the church taught that became my concept of the Savior of
the world.
I wasn't taught the
nature of the love of Jesus. To me, Jesus was a distant, mythological
figure. A figure that really didn't know me. In fact, I didn't really
know or learned about Jesus Christ until much later in life. He was
never the central figure in my life – and this makes sense, because
He was never the central figure of our church. In all my memories of
childhood, Jesus was never a part of it. The church was, the Holy
Days were, the Sabbath were – the do's and dont's of law were –
but Jesus? To me, he was a “future” guy who someday would come
and kick Satan off his throne and bring in the physical, all
encompassing “World Tomorrow” as King of Kings – then. The
“Now” Jesus? I didn't understand that concept. What I understood
was that someday, in the future, not far from that moment, Christ
would give me something to rule over with him in the government of
God. There wasn't a personal Jesus to me. This was The Boss. The Governor. But certainly NOT a friend and brother.
There was only Christ, the
Ruler, the Punisher, the King of Kings - ruling with a Rod of Iron, the one to fear.
And it was all dependent on how well you obeyed the Government of God - the Church - the Cult.
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